Well so be it. I suppose that is what happens when you reach a certain stage in life. You get left behind and start becoming superfluous. And it makes you sad. And bad. And tired.
I have to say that on the whole it had been quite a good year until recently when I started to feel quite ill again. Maybe it is nothing ......... just imagination? depression? the drugs? the weather? who knows? .... but I could quite happily curl up somewhere snug and quiet to hibernate. Indefinitely.
But wait up! I have my check MRI to look forward to next week. Maybe things will improve after that ........ they could. Couldn't they?